s0rry my dear friends..

True friendship is a gift
Oh so precious and so rare
Sometimes we take it for granted
Sometimes we do despair

Our fault is being human
Mistakes are everywhere
Please let me not lose the gift
That is so precious and so rare.

im s0rry  t0 my dearest friends.

minggu terakhir di sana ~~

"kata-kata yg diluah kan dimulut, x semesti nya same dngan kata hati"

saye akan slalu merindui suasana di LPM dr awl bulan 6

p/s :  Tnggu dan lihat ape yg akan jd  pada majlis perpisahan khamis ini.. :'(

it 's the curve balls that make life interesting

shows us what we're made of

and sometimes, if we're real lucky there's a blessing waiting for us at the end of that wrong turn...

(^_^)!

p/s " i really miss the daily routine..:)

All praises to ALLAH..:)

t0day : 19 ramadhan...

it is alm0st nine m0nths that i kn0w n0thing ab0ut him since i bl0ck him tr0ugh my  fb...

kn0w n0thing ab0ut his life..

sec0nd sem was the hardest sem f0r me..

0f course la sbb killer subject n it's als0 ab0ut h0w y0u tried t0 be the str0ng pers0n when y0ur daily r0utine t0tally change..

"0nce u da sayang s0me0ne, ape p0wn yg jadi, u will always sayang kan that pers0n" ..

tp kalau ALLAH dah kate that b0th 0f u mmg tidak ditakdir kan utk bersame, as HIS khalifah in this w0rld, sape kite nk pertikai kan semua tuu..

ALLAH kn0ws better than us...

but n0w ALHAMDULILLAH..:)
 i can accept all this..

bersyukur sngt2..

im n0 l0nger bl0ck him in my fb..

benci??( n0opp..da xde dahhh... )

sdh??( syukur, da blh reda, sbb b0th 0f us mmg x dtakdirkan t0 be t0gether )

menyesal?? ( what f0r.. )
kawan?? ( definitely yesssss! :D .. mule as kwan, s0 y nk akhir as benci each 0ther kan )

t0 : "dye"..

s0rry that i ign0red u after what had happen...mybe its tyme f0r us t0 berbaek again..

just need time  mase tuu..:)
d0akan awk hepi dengan dye sekarang...:D

nk 0r x nk??hmm

satu hari dekat wad..
teman adek, sbb dye kena admit..
d0c kate dye ANAEMIA..

m0od : nk update bl0g, tp.....( tggu my adik dpt kluar wad dulu la...)
tp : sekarang tgh msg my adek..kcian dye, dye sngt b0ring dkt h0sptl..xde sape teman dye mlm nie..:/

p/s: adek, saba eyh..adek kan kuat! jgn sdh2 ble b0ring tau,.....:) esk nk balek kan...:D

julai..

c0me! let see this!
tp..harus laa! jgn percaye 100%...

cume kebetulan..:D

peeps yg lahir in julai..

1. banyak berahsia & sukar dimengerti lelaki (haa, yg nie ye k0wt!mane2 guys p0wn ssh nk pham sy.even kawan lelaki p0wn..:p)

2.em0si sngt mendalam & hati mudah terluka (mine is like that! :D)

3.suke tnggu kwn, tp x nk cari kwn (hahah, abs0lutely!..:p bkn s0mb0ng tp lmbat nk be friends dngn 0rng baru...:p

4.mudah dpujuk & bcakap lurus (haha! bkn lurus la..jujur aje...weekksss:p)

5.minta disayangi (rase nye smua 0rng p0wn nk kan!n0rmal human being! :D)

6.lemah dr segi kesihatan perut ( 0k,this is true! st0mach pr0b! always!.huhuh.)

 but this is m0re imp0rtant:

7.mudah memaafkan, tp sukar melupakan

8.suke mengenangkan peristiwa n kwn lama

9.mudah terlukaa tp hati lmbt pulih

f0r me, nk maaf kan 0rng senang, but t0 f0rget it, it takes a l0ngggg tyme la dude! bukan dendam, tp just susah je nk lupe kan..0k, if i have s0o0oo many ch0ices, i will definitely la nk  lupekan! ..bwat ape nk ingt balek... nunty mkin marah..:D

hahahah! 0k! en0ugh! nie ape yg den bace la..n this is my 0pini0n n a lil bit pengalaman,,:p

s0, hbu?? ask yr self :D

p/s: i miss my l0vely best frends already..:/ ( fifah, bella, d0l, cepet, hanis, syiera, anis, suri, izyana )
      i miss all 0f my friends

      i miss, hmmmm him t0o..maybe..errmmm

im n0 beauty queen:D

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.

You made me insecure

Told me I wasn’t good enough

But who are you to judge

When you’re a diamond in the rough

I’m sure you got some things

You’d like to change about yourself

But when it comes to me

I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na

Na na na

I’m no beauty queen

I’m just beautiful me

Na na na

Na na na

You’ve got every right

To a beautiful life

C'mon!

Who says

Who says you’re not perfect

Who says you’re not worth it

Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting

Trust me

That’s the price of beauty

Who says you’re not pretty

Who says you’re not beautiful

Who says

It’s such a funny thing

How nothing’s funny when it’s you

You tell ‘em what you mean

But they keep whiting out the truth

It’s like a work of art

That never gets to see the light

Keep you beneath the stars

Won’t let you touch the sky

Na na na

Na na na

I’m no beauty queen

I’m just beautiful me

Na na na

Na na na

You’ve got every right

To a beautiful life

C'mon

[Bridge]

Who says

Who says you’re not start potential

Who says you’re not presidential

Who says you can’t be in movies

Listen to me, listen to me

Who says you don’t pass the test

Who says you can’t be the best

Who said, who said

Won’t you tell me who said that

Yeah, oh

ttbe2 rase nk update psl dis s0ng by selena g0mez..wh0 says!

i felt this bef0re! seri0usly!!..im felt that im the 0ne that' s hurting, im n0t perfect..

( this 0ccurs when im wif him..but n0w xrase mcm ni lg..)

p/s: because im single ryte n0w

 it became my hist0ry! 

s0me 0ne penah t0ld me that i wasn' t g0od en0ugh n i cant be the best..

( 0k, at that tyme i felt that im such a l0ser! ..yaaalaa..when s0me1 t0ld y0u mcm 2 , cnfrm la  d0wn gle2 kan! lg2 laaa bile c0urse yg i amek just cikgu n this is n0t my 1st 0pti0n! mase tu pulak tgh nk adapt dengn c0urse ni, s0, mmg rendah diri gle la kan.then ttbe2 0rng ckp mcm 2..0o0hhh.then i felt like," eeerggghhh! i tau la crse i nie biase2 je, , tp jgn la bwat 0rng d0wn smpai mcm nie kn)

0k, en0ugh psl tuuuu!

bile da lame2, ALHAMDULILLAH, i can adapt wif my c0urse, even n0t fully adapt..
n rase rendah diri tuuuu, ermmm da kuarng ke?? eerrr, x sure la! :D
tp 0rng ckp mrendah diri tu baek ape...ngeeee~~

p/s: im n0 beauty queen..im just beautiful me

dulu + sekarang = will n0t always be the same

pe0ple will always change..

whether fr0m bad t0o g0ods 0r else..it's t0tally depens 0n the pers0n..

p/s : im s0rry c0z i miss u a l0t.. and u mean a l0t t0 me..

this occur 0n :

SEPTEMBER 11, 2010 at 7:07 pm

at that time, my kembar wr0te this 0n my wall :

"huuhuhu.. Ayu Hidayu..awk jgn sepi2 taw..

adooiii...riso cikgusi n cikgu tettt..tp lega dh kol awk td"

p/s : t0 cikgu tett yg my kembar maksud kan : thnks c0z u care ab0ut me mase tuu..i really appreciate it.u kn0w y?? because i kn0w, y0u will never n ever d0 dat again...

“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui.” (Al-Baqarah: 216)

t0 : d0c t0 be (^_^)!

afifah m0hd yus0ff!

awk..

gud luck & all da best 4 final nunty! 

(^_^)!

SAYE TAU AWK B0LEH!

saye ade bce status awk.."feel like vomitting =,="..

awk..kite tau ape awk rase sekarang..tp kite tau awk kuat!

awk b0leh berjaye mcm mane mase kt matrix dlu! =)

awk sumber inspirasi utk smua 0rng mase kt matrx...

ingt x mase kite x de m0od nk stdy?? 

awk yg susah payah mase tu suruh kite stdy..(^_^)!

awk ingt x mase suri nk td0 mase kite stdy dngn dye??

 awk suruh suri hbs kan dlu wat 0rganic chem :)

see! awk mmg sumber inspirasi utk kite0rng trus kan usaha.. (^_^)!

“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui.” (Al-Baqarah: 216)

( ingt x awk slalu ckp kt kite ayat kt atas nie...?? mungkin sekarang susah utk awk terime smua nie, tp percaye laaa, stiap ape yg jadi ade hikmah nye..saye tau awk kuat! )

nie: gmba saye n awk b4 kite nk g jawab exam..(^_^)!

miss u a l0t...

awk..all da best! i kn0w that u can d0 it! n0 matter h0w hard it is! (^_^)!

d0a banyak2..INSYAALLAH...:)

i d0nt care! i really want it! :p

this is f0r sh0e l0vers! 

:D

0r 2 any gurls 0ut there!

taraaaaaa!this mine 0k!d0nt y0u dare t0 take it!hahahah

this is s0 ad0rable! 

i really want it! it l0oks like candy ryte??
s0me1 ples buy it f0r me..please(begging):D

ary nie xde pegi jln mane2..

s0,0n fb ttbe2 dkat h0me ade psl sh0es..0MG! mmg trus check la kan page 2..:D nie link dye..http://www.facebook.com/yournextshoes?sk=wall.as a n0rmal human being, expecially t0 th0se gurls, fahis0n is 1 0f 0ur feveret laaa kan..skrang nie p0wn rmai gegurls wear shawl..mcm2 laaaa..

but, im really addicted 0n sh0es!

Xpercaye?? nie nk bg tau..stiap kali sh0pping, yg 1st mst nk survey, survey kedai kasut.xkira kedai kasut jename ape..tp mesti kedai kasut.. then kalau blh, mmg nk try smua kst yg cntk2, tp segan laa kan, ble try tp x beli...hehe

baju??xberape nk suke tgk sngt..it d0esnt mean x suke.hehe.it same g0es t0 handbag t0o!almaklum laa, i pegi kuliah bwak beg yg mcm bdk skola bwak.:D ..

nk smua nie blh????

^_^

awes0me! :D

nak ini juga!!::D

platf0rm pumps.:D

h0wt pink! (^_^)

Paris Hilt0n Fl0ra : DARK DENIM

J0rdyn Blue..:)

h0h0h0! g0rge0us!

y xde wedge sh0e??wedge p0wn cntk..tp..xtau..lg suke heels k0wt.hehhe..dlu x kisah sngt psal heels..n0w sbb my fren inspired me a l0t! her name is radiah sarip. she n0w at UMP taking civil enginering..:)

n0w, she will always wear her heels! even during classes n lect tyme..she had a l0t 0f ad0rable sh0es..:)

thnks 4 inspired me (^_^)!.she is my ex practicum8 during matriculati0n ( melaka 0f  c0urse,,:D)

p/s: s0, lame lg laaa if i nk beli th0se kind of heels kan..:p ( sbb i pnye yuran pengajian p0wn parent  bayar.hehe..)

t0 : afifah m0hd yus0ff < awk suke kan heels nie, tp jgn pkai slalu tau, nunty terseliuh mcm dlu..:) >

     

hari guru! :D

hari nie 

16 mei 2011..

s0...

selamat hari guru!...:D

nk ucap kan selamat hari guru utk cikgu2 dari tadika smpai lecturer sekrang di upm..:)

utk cikgu mase di:

1. sekolah kebangsaan jln semenyih 1, kajang
2. sekolah kebangsaan sri jelok, kajang
3. sekolah kebangsaan taman jasmin 2, kajang
4. smk taman jasmin 2, kajang
5. smk bukit changgang, banting
6. kolej matrikulasi melaka
7. all lect at upm

"To teach is to touch a life forever"

esmp..

tergerak hati nk tgk esmp....
p0inter trun...

huhuhuhuhu..

p/s: hilang m0od cuti 4 bln....
     sem 2  really killed me!

by hanis nadiah

biar mase yang menentukan segala nya..

=)

p/s : i miss the kelantanies guy..

       same g0es t0 "kedah" t0o..

macaron..

1 hary dekat rumah nenek aku...waaaaaaaa!ser0n0k x pyah la ckp...kalau ary2 dekat rumah nnek, berat dari 47 kg, blh bertambah stiap hari..yessssss!2 la yg aku nk..:p
then my bibik in jawa (malay MAKCIK..::p) h0laaaaaaa...aku kan JAVANISH..hehehhe..0k2...my bibik cerita pasal macar0n! waaaaaaa!!aku da lame nk mkn macaron tau x..! seyes mngidam laaaa ng0ksssss..:p

taraaaaaaa!!nie la macar0n 2....ngeh2....

macar0n 2 ape??

h0laaaa..aku nk bg tau nie...0rng ckp, macar0n asal dr Perancis, tp ade jgk ckp dari Italy...s0, xtau la mane btul kan.Macar0n diperbuat dr telur putih, gula, gula pasir, serbuk badam n pewarna makann.Biase nye diisi dgn buttercream between the 2layer 0f macar0n. 

NAMA ASL : Maccarone @ maccheron (ITALY) 

  Seyes nk sngt laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :p

p/s : mase tgh cerite psl macar0n kt bibik aku, dye ckp, NUNTY BIBIK BLNJE...

      yah0o0o0o0!!suke la...aku da la skrang keje sbg penanam anggur aje...paham2 la...0ngk0s nya ngak ada      

lps nie.: en3 psl kelantan + kedah + selang0r...:p

yg hilang kini kembali..:)

ade hikmah disebalik setiap kejadian...aku hnye mmpu utk mengucapkan ALHAMDULILLAH.. terkejut bile on9 fb td, dye like 2 ph0t0, n cmmnt dkat 2 satu gmba...hnye ALLAH yg tahu perasaan ketika itu...(^_^)!

selame nie, dye sunyi tnpe sebarang kate,tp td,,,,smua nye brubah...dye masih anggap aku sbgai shbat nye...:)

utk dye : terime ksh awk..mungkin slame nie kite jd mcm nie sbb kan 0rng yg kite xknl..i miss u...:) awk kwn saye smpai bile2...

"A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself."
- Sent by Lysha

tp.....aku sedih kalau kau sdih..kalau dlu, mase aku menngs dlu, kau mngs dngan aku..dulu aku sdh, kau pujuk aku..bile aku dtng blik kau, kau ade mase pjuk aku...

tp sekarang...kau sdng bersedih....aku tau knape kau sdh..

kalau aku dkat dngn kau, aku pegi blik kau, aku nk pjuk kau, aku ajak kau kuar spya hilang sikit rase sdh..aku ajak kau bergelak ketawa, supaya hati kau tak sakit mcm nie....tp kite da ja0h sekarang...

aku hnye mmpu actve kan fb spaya kau blh crite kan ksedihan kau..

aku mmpu utk call kau...

aku mmpu utk pujuk dari jauh...aku sdh ble kau s0rang2 mcm nie..aku tau, kau nk 0rng pujuk kau..

utk dye : nngs la sepuas hati, bia reda 1 hari nunty, fikir la sehabis baek, spya kau x mnngs lg slepas ini..aku tau hati kau lmbut, tp, aku mntak kau kuat! aku hnye mmpu mend0akan kau ...

aku akn selalu dngan kau..

•  "Make new friends and keep the old, one is silver and the other gold"
•  "Make new friends, both young and old, one in Silver, the other Gold."
•  "Make new friends but keep the old, some are silver and others are Gold"
• "I have a hand, and you have another; put them together and we have each other."

t0 : cikgusi berbuen0

awak..awak...

saye da deactive fb...

saye da x off ph0ne..

sdh..
=(

xtau nape mcm nie...

mybe nk lari dari "mereka2"..

if kite da 0k,, kite cntct awk...

jgn sdh2 tau...

will always miss u..

:)

qu0tes nie..utk dye....

utk dye tu..."kalau awk mule teringat dngan saye, ingat tau, awk yg nk saye lupe kan awk.bahagie la awk dngn dye"

Quote of the moment ♥ by *iiM♥ONLE♥Mee* on Polyvore.com

i need a miracle! (^_^)!

i need a miracle!!.

i wanna be your girl..

give me a chance to see..

that you are made for me..

i need a miracle!!..

please let me be your girl..

one day you see..

it can happen to me...

p/s:my l0ve is real..

    my feelings pure..

   towards y0u..=)